Mt. Carmel competition. It was tiresome. I woke up in the morning & suddenly, I just wasn’t looking forward to it. I slept through the whole bus ride getting there. Everything sorta mellowed out as the day went by. This performance surely wasn’t my best. I was hyper-aware & because of that, I made a handful of careless errors.
My temporary vegetarianism is finally over. This past fortnight, I felt healthier than normal & quite frankly, that’s a good thing. I’m a bit more conscious about my health now a bit more than I ever was but eating healthy isn’t the only thing I’ve gained from all this. Like I said, determination & will power. Overall, I guess I could say I had a good day. A few thoughts lingered here & there; forgetting something is as hard as trying to remember something that never happened. I’ll get through this.
Almost there, just one more day. I’ve learned something these past thirteen days. With a little determination, you’re bound to succeed in whatever you do. And with will power, you gain control over yourself & your actions. These two, I’ve learned from my temporary vegetarianism.
I’m going through something right now & it’s been difficult. Still is. But two key essentials I’ll need to help me get through this is determination & will power. The overall lesson I’ve learned here is that sometimes, you don’t end up where you think you’d be. Other times, you get there but in a way different from how you initially thought you would. I’m still miserable, not gonna lie. I don’t know how long I will be. But I’ll be fine, eventually. Rationalizing thoughts & feelings is as hard as resisting meat whenever you’re hungry as fuck. I made it though & I’ll make it through this.