Like you don’t know what’s going on anymore? Like you don’t care about anything anymore? You’ve lost motivation to do anything. You’re mind is set on too many things that you are confused about your feelings, and you can’t explain how you feel either. The feeling of emptiness, and feeling that barely anyone is there for you. Feeling that no one understands you anymore. And it seems like there is nothing to look forward to anymore.
Today was such a bad day. Goodness, everything was going well & then my phone gets stolen for the second fucking time & as much as I tried not to let it, it put a damper on my whole day. I’ve never felt this low in such a long time; I’ve been to hell & back & now, I’m stuck & here to stay.