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Late. I don’t remember much of yesterday. It rained today. And practice in the evening left me feeling a lil bit…iffy. Not phased. Other than that, I still feel prepared for our comp on Saturday. Yeah, this is a day late.
Chris out.
Late. I don’t remember much of yesterday. It rained today. And practice in the evening left me feeling a lil bit…iffy. Not phased. Other than that, I still feel prepared for our comp on Saturday. Yeah, this is a day late.
Chris out.
Today kinda sucked. Just a bit. Not ‘cause it’s Valentine’s Day. Coincidentally, today just happened to be a bad one (I don’t hate the holiday, believe me). I dunno, I felt weird today. The grams I sent with @moolyadi earlier last week made our day when @sleepyowls finally received ‘em, hurdurhurhur. I guess that might’ve been the highlight of my day. I sent you one but not in the way you think it’d be. In your last letter, you asked how I was doing & again, you said you’re still sorry. I still forgive you. It’s been months & it seems as if just when I finally put everything behind me, you come back again. I can’t do anything about it though. Things are a lot different now since the start of the year & we both know that I’m not that strong. You didn’t happen to be here today to receive it either much to my dismay when some yearbook peeps handed me back the gram I sent you.
I’m fine. I guess. The remainder of the day just played out pretty much the same as others. Finally stayed awake in Sutro today…or perhaps had a dream that I did since it ended with @kuhhristyleung slapping me near the end of the period. I am mosdef in need of a totem. Taco Tuesday at the normal secret taco joint where my father buys ‘em & napped & watched cartoons. I’m kinda starting to hate life. At least for now. It’ll get better. But then again, that’s what I said yesterday about tomorrow.
Things are a lot different now. Every day seems the same, the same since you’ve left. But truth is everything’s changed.
Hope you’ve been doing fine, Valentine.
